Am i? [PH]

Hello, I just wanted to know if somebody has the same what I experience to other people.

I have a colleague who always telling joke even his joke are offensive but they said it just a joke, but I feel like insulted everyday.

When the day come I feel full and boom I get mad of them,

I already said what I feel and I almost crying in their front, to know what I feel when they are doing that things that I didn't wanted, I said to them that I have limitations itself so please be respect to me or to anyone out there.

But after that we talk and cried too

But now why I feel like I'm not comfortable even we already talk about what happened?

Is it okay to feel this way? Am I okay?

Please can you give an advice.. Thank you so much