tried dmt and didnt hold in smoke but had subbreakthrough?

my post got removed for bad grammar so im gonna fix it:

Im sorry its not grammar but im panicing, and i heard if u dont tell ppl about it ur gonna forget

First, i forgot i needed to hold in the smoke and i almost threw up and i put it to my side and layed down.

It was red, green, and black colors, not like the dmt visuals but i guess high dose of lsd visuals, i saw a buddha figure with a axe as a head but the head of the axe was upside down.

I tried to talk but it didnt respond and it moved its elbows up and around and i met a dude with a jester mask.

He was trying to scare me and i wasnt going cuz yknow me and he told me to hit it more and it was over.

it felt like 3 mins but when i checked its been 10 whole minutes.