I miss her so much

Every time something small but good happens in my day, I instinctively grab my phone to text her—just for the weight of reality to hit me again: she’s gone.

I was out jet-skiing with friends on vacation in Montenegro. We were laughing, having fun… but in the middle of it all, I just got hit with this wave of emptiness. I wished she was there with me, seeing it, feeling it too.

What messes with my head is knowing that every big achievement I’ll ever reach from now on—she won’t be there for it. No one will. I’ll be alone in those moments, and it makes everything feel kind of hollow. I still push toward my goals because it’s all I know, it’s the only direction that makes sense… but it doesn’t feel the same anymore.

I feel like Bruce Wayne these days fr

I’m not expecting replies or sympathy. Just needed to get it off my chest. Life moves on☝️