I feel hopeless

Off topic but... I had a very bad feeling today and I'm still feeling it as i write this... I feel like my life is aimless I recently graduated and everything in front of me it's like life is slapping me from all sides. Societal pressure, looking for a job, moving to unemployment, the country's difficult economic situation, inflation...and many more I feel tired Before i graduated, i set my goal to develop my skills in web development I now feel a loss of passion and hope to continue on this path, i feel stuck, especially since i no longer know how freelancers transfer their money cuz of the latest restrictions imposed on us I feel mentally exhausted, I have no way to leave this country, nothing about it excites me or makes me happy They tell me منصة التعاقد will open, you can become a teacher, just so i can earn some money and not be a burden on anyone, but my ambition is bigger than this. Without this pressure, i wanted to invest six months to a year in myself to develop my web development skills, but the sarcasm will come from here and there. They will tell me :" did u study computer science to stay at home without a job?" My financial situation which i don't know how to handle, is exhausting me :⁠-⁠( people's words, opinions, and sarcasm is harming my mental health. I need help