Spiritual warfare, help!
Hi! I’m not one to post on reddit but ever since i had my born again experience i’ve been dealing with what i think is spiritual warfare, for some background info, i used to be heavily into tarot and working with deities such as kali, I started to notice a few months ago that i was waking up extremely drained as if something was harvesting from me at night but i didn’t see it that way at the time, after my born again experience, i could finally fall asleep early after dealing with months and months of insomnia, but i was lukewarm and read my tarot cards one last time (i didn’t know it was demonic and had spent so much money and loved the artwork, i had grown attached to them, i’ve since thrown everything away and prayed) suddenly i started waking up at every hour of the night feeling afraid, i would fall asleep at 10 and wake up at, 11,12,1,2,3 etc that has never happened, i also started having very morbid sexual dreams (has never happened before) but what’s been the most exhausting is the persecution dreams, getting kidnapped, getting chased, trying to run away and there being no escape, angry old ladies trying to lock me in their houses, it manifests differently every night but it always involves something wanting to keep me with them, i’ve also started to doubt God and have a more logical scientific mindset when before, when i read tarot, i would’ve never questioned “god”, I can’t even sleep in my room it’s like something lives there, I wanna be able to trust God, I want to pray with faith, I want to really believe, because what I experienced with God was beautiful, but i’m full of fear, what can i do?
Posted Aug 8, 2025, 9:13 PM UTC