gotta the boot from my iop, two weeks to find an op team

the title really says it all.my team told me that i that i need to find an op therapist and dietician, and are only keeping me two more weeks to give me time to find a team.

initially i was going to complete iop, and do op work with my program therapist, but they basically said they dont know how to help me anymore. its basically a dishonorable discharge.

my parents seem absolutely ashamed of me, and will most likely hold this shit over my head for quite some time. im so stressed, and still cant figure out how tf im supposed to feel.

i just need someone to "hold me like a mother would, like i always knew somebody should."