Should I message her?

Hey everyone,

It’s my first post and interaction on this but need some help.

Here’s some context on why I’m asking this.

So I’m (M24) she’s (F22) and basically I was talking to this girl for months (since march) and context to this story is I’ve seen this girl multiple times and have stayed over in her house for a night.

And a few weeks ago she became really absent almost like pushing me away. When I asked her about this she left me on read for a couple of days and when I got a text off her it honestly made me snap, not because of anger out of being that upset. She told me saying she was talking to someone else and I misinterpreted things and this was after me asking her out on dates and her agreeing to them.

When I questioned her on what we were she left me on read I asked her out of decency to answer me and she snapped making fun of me (stuff I would be very self conscious about) and calling me boring.

When I called her boring having to listen to her moan about her family and her friends I was blocked.

Every since then I’ve been very depressed and lonely because I really liked this girl and I gave up everything for her and now it’s just me by myself and I really do want to just tex her on a dating app I seen her on. Should I do it? Any help would be great!?