lazy or need rest

uni dropout due to health problems. i have eczema all over my body, f upped hormones (no menstruation), chronic cold and fatigue even after a full night sleep. It has been several months and my health is improving slowly, but now my family wants me to get to study again or work, they blame me when I'm in bed. the thing is, my body really wants doing nothing, I feel it. but when will it stop? maybe it's depression? and i really need to get up and do things ignoring pain and fatigue. what i mean about rest is meditation, psychotherapy, some light physical activity (walk, yoga), helping my family if i can(i often do it even if I'm tired), watching light films(comedies), and yeah, i doomscroll but try not to. thinking about studying or work makes me sick(headache). i tried studying and my brain just didn't listen to me, it just hurt. i feel so much fault and shame. maybe my family is right, i just don't want to get better? maybe I got used to comfort and now can't allow myself being healthy? also i need to add that i was A+ student with GAD and no stability in childhood. seems to be I'm tired from this life. please tell me if i need to roast myself to action or my body is right and i have to take some more time to rest