31 [M4A] #California/online Wishing I was with someone else while my wife is away

Sex life in my marriage isn't exciting. I've only been with my wife, and I just really can't stop fantasizing about touching someone else, someone new. I'm emotionally fulfilled in my marriage, but my physical needs make me want to risk ruining everything which makes me feel guilty and horny at the same time.

Its a lazy Sunday and I am horny af - I wish I was cuddling with someone else right now, and see where it leads. Have always had this cheating fantasy, and it's even better if you are married too.