My mom died. I just had my baby. I lost my best friend.

We’re taking my mom off of life support today. It’s me and my husbands 2 year anniversary. In 7 days it will be my parents 30th. Without my mommy. This woman was truly my best friend. I was a foster fail and a complex special needs baby,and though she never said it, I truly believe I wouldn’t be here without her. Honestly none of my family would. She was the rock. Our sun. I am so angry about the way she went out. We took her to the heart doctor the day before because we kept going to the er only to be laughed at. The heart doctor did mris and pet scans literally everything as she was also being cleared for a tumor removal. He switches her blood pressure meds, tells her she doesn’t need to be admitted for observation of blood pressure (consistent hypotensive crisis) sends her home. The next day boom massive stroke. The scans show her whole brain other than a thumb size piece on the outer right lobe is white. She’s gone. Why.