33F My past is ruining my married life

I had multiple relations prior to my marriage as I was brain washed by peers and seniors to justify the intimate relations, saying to-be life partner would not be a saint either. The fear of getting mocked as old fashioned, and orthodox minded, I started befriending the men and slowly it turned out to be a serial habit of meeting, partying and intimate relations for years. With time I felt sorry for my relations and quit the lifestyle completely. I had no relationship when my marriage was fixed.

During the courtship duration after the engagement, we met frequently when husband sought to initiate intimacy. Being afraid that he would know my past, I dared myself to tell him everything about my mistakes. He thanked me for being honest and supported me to let go the past. Feeling blessed and proud of him, we experienced our courtship very well and we got married soon.

The people whom I had broken the connections suddenly became active after my marriage, and started trying to approach me using new numbers and social accounts .I was worried and was blocking the channels whenever they approached to me. But, one morning while I was in washroom, my husband saw my private pics that someone sent and flashed on my mobile. I answered his all questions and clarified that it was my past that we had spoken about. However, he remained worried, stressed and doubtful that I was hiding him something. We discussed about it many times, but he always feels that I cheated and spoiled him life. He does not want to think about family and financial planning, and quit his job too. I am sorry about my pasts.

I am very much worried and have no idea how to deal with it.