To start off, I haven't seen the show in a while since I've been busy with other stuff, so take everything I say with a grain of salt, okay? Okay.

#V was a bad person to N and a horrible "girlfriend" to him.

To clear something first, I'm talking about the past version of V and not the present one, since I believe she apologized and is now chill with N and Uzi now, just to clean that up. But with that being said, God, the past version of V pisses me off so much.


So where to start? I suppose where my mind has been currently. Why was V pretending to not know N? Seriously, what benefited her and N from acting like she didn't know him? More depression for N with nobody to help him before Uzi was there? And if it's a coping mechanism, then it's a horrible one since all it did was make V and N more miserable then they already were, and doesn't really show N that V "loves" him by acting like she doesn't know him.

Secondly, aren't you supposed to trust the person you "love"? Aren't you supposed to trust N to help Uzi with what problem she has instead of trying to stop her because she's seemingly out of control and needs to be killed, although she could've talked to N in the first place, and all the possible problems with her would not exist! If V trusted N to help Uzi instead of trying to stop her, then N would've trusted her! Instead, she tries to kill Uzi because she's "out of control" blatantly ignoring Uzi's request to see N for hope of him helping her, because she's jealous? BITCH, YOU'RE THE REASON WHY HE LEFT YOU AND IS IN THIS PLACE! IF YOU ACTUALLY SHOW YOU LOVED N, STOPPED J FROM ABUSING HIM, DIDN'T ACT LIKE YOU DIDN'T KNOW HIM, AND DIDN'T TRIED TO KILL HIM, YOU WOULDN'T BE IN THIS SITUATION! And it's almost as bad in Intermission if you consider it canon! She refuses for N to help Uzi and literally tells him to his face that she'll kill Uzi and there's nothing N can do to stop her, like imagine telling the person you love that you'll kill the only person that's been kind to them at all, like that's fucking insane! Yeah Uzi did lose control and hurt V and N, but Christ didn't you hear Uzi sobbing and apologizing? And aren't you supposed to believe that N will help Uzi since you already tried to KILL her, so wtf do you think you're the best person in this situation? And isn't that what relationships are? To TRUST people? Yeah, V changed her mind and made up with Uzi, but what if V DIDN'T change her mind? What if V didn't see herself as Uzi? Then what would happen? The only person caring for N is dead, and what for it to show? No longer a possible way to get out of your horrible situation? A broken man that doesn't want to be near you anymore since you killed the only person that showed him an ounce of sympathy? J still abusing N because he exists, and you are doing nothing because you can't stop J abusing him for some reason? Just pisses me off a huge degree that makes me feel like I'm about to pop a blood vein and have a brain aneurysm. Thank god that V didn't kill Uzi, because she would have nothing to show for it and would've just made her whole situation worse than it already was. I could also make another whole ass rant about J, but I'm getting off topic and that's for another day.

So that was my huge-ass rant about V and her past behavior. I might add more in the comments or make another post, but not right now. Also, I have seen some of this stuff in the fandom, it makes me more mad about V than before.

V going "Why don't you love me anymore?" When N and Uzi are happy. Like, have you forgotten what you did for N to leave you? Did you forget that you were ignoring him for basically all your life after you became a DD before Uzi came along? Are you forgetting that you let J abuse him  and do nothing about it? Like either accepted that you were a bad "girlfriend" to him and move on, or just ignore him like you were already doing before. It just pisses me off alot.
(I have nothing against ENVy shippers, just stuff like this just makes me mad.)

So that's mostly all. I'll say more about why I hate the past version of V in comments if you respond, but for now that's all.

Big rant about V