Still very sad and emotional nearly 8 weeks later

It’s been nearly 8 weeks since my MMC, and there were a few weeks where I started to feel like myself and then the last few days I’ve been in a very dark place. I’m not sure if it’s related to my hormones and the fact that I’m in my luteal phase but I have zero motivation and I could spend the whole day crying if I didn’t have to work.

I so badly want to be pregnant again, and I started spotting today so I’m assuming my period will start soon. How do I keep going? How do I make myself happy again?