Am I okey?

I don't believe in God. I usually tell this to my family then and there. They are judged me lot. And sometimes lead's to argument.

Also I am not being strict on against those practices of my parents instics .if my mom tell don't eat non veg today I will follow. Also go to temple with family and friends but I don't pray or wish from whole heart.

I do this because I don't want to go completely against my family plan. And sometimes temple is being calm and peaceful place I like to visit. I like the environment but not the concept of God and putting complete faith in that GOD.

I am I okey? I tell i don't believe in God but goes to temple and follow the pratice. Is this kind of double standard ? I don't which side am I.