IM genuinely so done even though i just started o levels

I switched schools a while ago for a better education, i barely have any friends and im not good at any schoolwork. I haven't resented school this much before in my entire life, i dont have the motivation to write 3 page long answers nor do i have the knowledge i feel lost, slow and dumb during class and its really affecting my overall mental health. I had like 3 tutoring sessions during summer break and now i have to study a minimum of 3 hours by myself and another hour with my tutor. Im in O1 which is pretty easy but since im starting out i haven't been able to register anything thats been going on, so many marking schemes, handwriting speed and research, im just not used to it at all. Abhi school ka sirf 1 hafta howa hai, is tarha to meray se kuch nahi hona yaar