Just another statistic

I’ve lied to myself and to everyone around me enough that even I am starting to believe it. I’m just a shitty person with a facade that I’m a great guy. I’ve been addicted to porn for a good portion of my life and I’ve made some really regrettable decisions and I just can’t deal with them anymore. I can’t keep lying to myself and those around me. I can’t. I’d rather kill myself than hurt those around me with my burdens. But in the end they will be hurt regardless but at-least their memory of me would be good and not bad.