36 [M4F] Chicago - I have an internet filter. It doesn't stop me. I look unsuspecting, polite, polished. No. I'm obsessed with porn and edging, sharing videos, showing myself off edging. See me edge and what I'm watching at the same time

I look unsuspecting. A nice, clean, well dressed and polite mannered member of my community. I always wear dress pants, a dress shirt tucked in, nice shoes. I seem tame, normal. Safe.

I'll delete a reddit account, and try and be good for a few weeks, but I always find myself back here.

But in my room at night (and during the day because I wfh), I obsess over erotic situations, porn, edging, dirty talking with redditors, showing videos of my cock, both edging and cumming. I have made videos where you see what I'm edging to, you hear my voice, and you can see my cock. Hear me edge myself, desperately slapping my cock, but not cumming. Moaning and whimpering from pleasure.

I took a 2 week break from here, really tried to leave this behind, but I find myself back at my desk, playing with my cock, edging over and over.

I think of nothing other than edging with a woman. The insane tension of my cock wanting to burst through my boxers, cock throbbing. But no. Holding back, keeping my cock in my briefs, teasing myself. You teasing me, me wanting to cum, you not letting me. You wanting to cum. Me not letting you, teasing around your clit, rubbing your legs, butting my lips near your pussy but not touching.

Watching porn and edging for hours. Slapping my cock. Ugh. Whimpering. Oh my cock fuck! And your pussy... getting wetter and wetter, your wet spot visible. Both of us getting so aroused that everything becomes hyper erotic.

The porn... oh the porn. So much good stuff. All that cum, handjobs, blowjobs, facials, DP, big black cocks with small white girls, dirty sluts cheating on their boyfriends and husbands with a huge cock. Orgasming, legs shaking, squirting. Watching video after video while I just slap and gently rub my cock.

After we talk for a bit, I'll make a video for you (and send you a few I already made). You get to see how I play with my cock while I edge, hear my moaning and holding myself back from cumming, and you get to see what I'm edging too - all in one video. I've been told by several redditors it's really hot to watch me slap my cock as I watch facial after facial after DP....

Living for those amazing moments in porn. Like the moment she first takes out his cock out of his pants and holds it in her hands... omg. When she first puts it in her mouth while looking him right in the eyes... so sexy. The slow, gentle handjobs. Just holding a cock, getting it closer and closer to the edge.

Meanwhile I fantasize, about you and me, in bed next to each other, edging and edging, the tension rising. We could both cum any second we want - but we don't. We keep this up for HOURS. We start begging each other. One of us finally gives in... I let you cum and use my mouth and my hands for one of the biggest orgasms of your life....

Me: 5'8, white, a bit tan, a little athletic (sports, lifting), nice smile, handsome face. Have a good job and wfh. Live on my own. 5"+ inch cock, cut.

To be clear, I am looking for someone local to meet, but we have to be sexually compatible. I want to talk first, share our kinks, get to know you at least a little. Send you some videos of me edging. Get to the point where I know exactly what turns you on, and vice versa. Then I want to meet and do what I described above.

Please message me with your favorite porn, or porn you watched last, or something kinky. I want to make sure you read this, and you are exactly what I am looking for. And although I am desperate, I am picky, and won't just settle for anyone.