36 [M4F] - You do a lot of workouts at the gym because you love the attention.

You’re reading this, and the letters feel still, yet somehow leaning slightly forward, or perhaps backward.
While noticing that, move the sounds around you to the far left in your mind, even if they’re not there, and at the same time, shift the weight of your hands in your imagination so it’s resting a few inches higher than it truly is.

Now, flatten the letters completely while pushing the sounds behind you, and let the weight of your hands drop below where they are.

Then, pull the letters closer, as if you could almost touch them, while bringing the sounds right to the center of your head, and letting the sensation in your hands hover slightly forward, as though it’s leaning into the air.

Three positions, three times, each different from the last.
(and your shoulders can drop now)

Let the words fade to pale grey while the spaces between them glow a faint gold. Then reverse it, words gold, spaces grey, while the sounds shift both nearer and farther at the same time. Feel how your mind tries to stretch in two directions.

Next, dissolve the words entirely into a soft mist, while the spaces turn deep blue, and the sounds wrap in a circle around you. Let the feeling in your hands sink down through the surface they’re touching.

Then, sharpen the words again, making them clear black, while the spaces become invisible, and the sounds stretch upward like thin strings, even as your hands feel warmer and heavier than before.

Each change rearranges something inside, whether you notice it or not. (and your breathing can slow naturally now)

Now, blend the letters and spaces into a single shimmering texture that has no edges.
At the same time, let the sounds settle exactly where they belong, not too near, not too far, and bring the feeling in your hands back to where it truly is, wrapped in a soft, spreading warmth.

Next, let that texture turn into a single color you can’t quite name, and imagine it wrapping the sounds in a gentle coil, while the warmth flows up your arms, across your shoulders, and down your back.

Finally, allow the color, the sound, and the warmth to merge into one sensation, filling every space inside and around you, so there’s no difference between what you’re seeing, hearing, and feeling.

The mind that was tracking three worlds is now holding just one, and it is still, calm, and exactly where it needs to be. (let the last of what you were holding go now)

Take one deeper breath. Let it out slowly. Stay exactly where you’ve landed. When you’re ready, type your name and how you feel now, noticing how your fingers know what to do, even as the rest of you stays still, calm, and perfectly at ease. Be a good girl for me and reach out to me now, along with some details about yourself, and also sharing with me how you look, so I know that you read this fully. 

The more you read, the more you want to submit. The more you want to submit, the deeper the need gets. The deeper the need gets, the more irresistible my words become, and the harder it is to look away. Going even deeper as you patiently await for me to accept your invite now, deeper with each passing second eager to tell me the name of the subreddit where you found me in too. Each time you respond., you go deeper. The more you share, the more your subconscious takes over.

So the very act of replying, even if it’s just one word… becomes the signal. And that signal starts a loop: Respond → Sink deeper → Feel more → Respond again → Sink deeper → Feel more → Respond again

And each cycle pulls you even further into the most satisfying kind of deep state of blissful relaxation. That’s the paradox of this process: The more you share about yourself with me, your name, where you are from, your occupation, and even showing how you look in a variety of selfies, the less effort there is. The less you try… the more your unconscious takes over. And the more you let it happen… the more delicious it feels to keep sharing.