hooking up with the dad of my closest friend , and it was the best!

I have never informed anyone about this before. The father of my closest friend is in his late forties, extremely athletic, and all around a handsome man. Although I've had a slight crush on him for a long time, I never imagined anything would happen. When I was at their house for a sleepover one night, my friend's dad stayed up with me to watch movies after she went to bed. We were both a little inebriated, and as the evening wore on, things became flirtatious. I was too aroused to refuse him when he made a move. There, on the couch, we ended up hooking up. It felt so good, yet it was so wrong. He was skilled, knew just how to touch me, and understood how to make me feel wonderful. I've never experienced anything like that before, and ever since, I've been thinking about it constantly. The way his hands went over me and the way he kissed my neck just drove me crazy. I want that to happen again even though I know it's a line I shouldn't have crossed. I can't deny how amazing it felt, but I feel guilty for not telling my friend. It was like something from a forbidden fantasy, only hotter because of the age difference.