I just don’t want to be here anymore bro.

What the fuck am I even doing? Like actually? I talk myself out of it everytime I’m with my family, but at the end of the day they’re just going to have to suffer without me. They’re just going to have to fall apart. They’re just going to have to be miserable. SORRY. FUCKING SORRY I CANT DO THIS SHIT ANYMORE I can’t do this for the rest of my life. I need a plan. I need to figure this out before the end of the year. I can’t stand being here omfg I hate it here