Why is the idea of getting used by a guy hot if I’m straight?

So maybe I’m a bit narcissistic but I’m attractive fit and hung. I have no interest in guys at all, and no desire to do anything with them, but the idea of getting played with against my will is somehow hot to think about.

I find power dynamic stuff hot, and although I’m normally the dominant one with girls, being on the other end of things is hot to think about. I’ve watched some milking videos, and the focus the guys have on the guys cock is a turn on, and when they talk shit it’s even hotter.

If I tried my hardest not to cum who do you think would win and why?