36M think you can be the one to break the cycle

It seems so impossible to make friends and connections when everyone wants someone who sends essays as replies and that will never be who I am. If you get two or more sentences from me then I'm being talkative. It doesn't mean I'm not interested in conversation or bored. It's just how my brain works, being an introvert sucks sometimes. Most people can't handle me and ghost me. What i really need is someone who'll stick around that can handle how I converse and fill this empty void inside me. I get attached too easily sadly because it usually ends up with me getting hurt or let down but I will be eagerly waiting for you to reply. I've had difficulties making friends my entire life so it would be really wonderful to make some lasting connections and not just get messages from people here for just a quick dopamine hit or one that feels amazing then fizzles after a few days.

You probably want to know some about me to see if we're a fit. My interests include watching tv, listening to music, occasionally gaming, collecting pokemon cards and building Lego.

If you're interested in being stuck with a barely functioning human please feel free to message me and let's make something lasting.