66 [M4F] #NYC - In shape tall white male seeks a submissive woman (any ethinic background or body type) desiring to submit and explore her very very dark side. I am on Long Island but can travel.

I'm seeking to meet a woman who has fantasies of being tied up, spanked, blindfolded, or something similar. Perhaps even being used by two men at times too. Maybe you are confused as to what it is that is drawing you to these fantasies and now you want to find out. Perhaps you think about being restrained or bound and sometimes used sexually in your quiet, alone times. Perhaps you think of these things while at work, sitting at your desk, making yourself wet. You may be constantly  reminded by these thoughts and how they arouse you, but your fears of rejection from others if you were to ever mention them, even in passing, to your friends or family make you feel alone, but craving something different. You will be there to service me as your body will be my playground to use. To me you're holes that I need to use and get off to,

The woman I am seeking to meet masturbates frequently, thinking of being bent over a desk, her wrists bound behind her back, as a faceless dominant male alternates spanking her bare ass and sliding his fingers in and out of her drenched cunt. She imagines this same lover tying her wrists and legs wide on her bed, a blindfold obstructing her vision; her thoughts stray to that of being used as a sexual toy for this man as he fucks her over and over again with various toys she cannot see. Her quiet moaning in these fantasies fill the room as her faceless lover uses her body for his own pleasure over and over again for an hour, two hours, three hours, or more - whatever amount of time it takes for him to finish with her. She fantasizes of being ravished, of being used, of being owned like never before. 

Sometimes the location she is in when having these thoughts doesn't even matter - she feels that she should masturbate in her car, or while in the shower, or in her living room while roommates, husband, boyfriend or family are temporarily away - anywhere she happens to have these fantasies. Her fingers and the wetness between her legs always win in these situations. She feels sexually energized by the thoughts while she fingers herself until she cums with an intensity no other thoughts can even approach. Yet she immediately feels ashamed and alone after this orgasm of hers subsides. 
Her feelings of being different are only overshadowed by her belief that she is somehow flawed for having these thoughts to begin with. She seeks acceptance and she seeks the company of someone else who has these thoughts, as well - someone who will help her see that she is not the deviant she believes she is. Someone who will guide her through a safe, sane, consensual fantasy fulfillment and who will not judge her. She seeks that dominant male that, until now, only exists in her fantasies. She seeks that man who will give her the disciplines she feels she deserves - the discipline she craves - the discipline that keeps her touching herself in the lonely darkness of her bedroom.

I am not really looking to make a friend. We are meeting for one thing. You'll submit and give me your holes to use how I want within your few limits.

I'm white, clean shaven, educated, non smoker, do not drink or take drugs, 6', 200, very very thick cut groom cock and I last, I can get it up 3X and the third time I stay hard for well over an hour. Even the second time too most of the time unless you are so tight that I just cannot remain hard and have to explode after 45 minutes. I am on Long Island where I can host at a motel or travel.