having second thoughts about living in with my boyfriend

Problem/Goal: .. when he couldn’t even shoulder our dates.

For context, my boyfriend and I are both employed in a shitty company. We both earn the same amount. The thing with this company is, they don’t pay well. Delayed lagi incentives, and so on so you get the gist. Mas malaki kinikita ko sa kaniya in terms of incentives as I’m one of the top performers. I can see him trying, he has business ventures, and side hustle but both is nagsisimula palang. So he’s just starting to build something for himself.

Now, here’s the thing. I prefer comfortability above everything else. You can say that I spend bigger for my comfort and my lifestyle. And currently I encountered a huge loss or hiccup when it comes to my finances. Hindi kami makapagkita dalawang linggo na. And now, magkikita nga kami but he’s restricted financially so in the end, baka ako nanaman yung malaki ang mailabas. Ever since we started dating ganun, mas malaki lagi nailalabas ko. And he’s really sorry about it and I know he’s doing everything he can to fix his finances, I love him and I see how much this affects him. I know he’s doing everything that he can.

Now, here’s the problem, we’re supposed to move in together by December. And ewan ko, I may be having second thoughts about it. Ang usapan namin is mag-iipon lang kami before we move in, then change our jobs before next year starts.