No Words

I find myself without words. Trying to see. What I know I can't. Fools don't see. We see I dare say. But we always look to the sky. Careless and free. Open and inviting to all. To love, chaos and destruction.

I invite suffering. My trauma. Recreated time and time again.

I've broken enough hearts. Mines included. 7 times now. I wondered if it would end at 8.

Infinite. The Fool. Endless thinking. No answers. Infinite questions.

No words. Sigh......

No words. I'm tired. As the Fool should be. I feel enlightened. I have my plan.

God and Eileen will help guide me. They speak to me in a different way. Not with words. No words.