Telling myself you never loved me

Bc how could you do this unless it was all just a facade or lust? I thought you were my person and we’d get married in a few years, I would’ve done anything for you. How can you do this to me and I’m still just rooting for you.

Losing you is the hardest thing I’ve ever gone through, I don’t even recognize myself anymore

I loved you with everything I had but I don’t think you loved me