Any users here that feel responsible with their meth use?

I usually take between 12-20mg oral route almost daily like a self prescribed ADHD medication. I occasionally binge, insufflation route. I don’t think I ever went over 100mg, that amount is so much for me meanwhile I read posts of people taking multiple times more than that the first time they ever tried meth. I truly think I’d die from those first time doses. Some people are built different.

Anyways I never went to test for ADHD or any disorder but I definitely have social anxiety. I remember in HS just being too worried tense and anxious to really focus and absorb information. Maybe ADHD led me to develop social anxiety. Maybe microplastics is why ADHD is so common‼️

What meth does for me is it makes me feel mentally sharp, more assertive, more enthusiastic for things that would usually make me depressed just looking at it, more focused, more patient. less rumination in thoughts, calm energy boost

I don’t recommend meth for self medicating, this is just my choice, does anyone here use meth mainly for that purpose as well and how has it been working for you?

I know this isn’t sustainable for me, I want to stop taking it but I just feel like I can’t right now. I THINK I MIGHT ADDICTED TO METH‼️😰