Do you ever wonder like “Man this is time I could be cuddling my baby”

We’re 4 months into this pumping, and I’m supplying with a small oversupply- maybe 5-15oz more than baby drinks (depends on the day) had a rough go trying different wall plugged in pumps, nothing was working well. Then went to the momcozys and even another brand- they worked so well for 2 months and then slowly I was barely getting anything.

Randomly decided to try a hand pump- boom supply is still there and so I hand pump every pump. It’s exhausting but baby’s gotta have milk!

My question is- was there ever a moment you also thought “Man I could be using this time to cuddle the baby” because as a mom with a 3 year old and 4 month old I feel like I miss out on soo much because I have to pump.