I hate when men weigh less than me

It’s not even partners like other women have stated, it’s any guy. From random guys in public, to family members, to even coworkers. I’m at an average weight, but I feel like my height already puts me at a disadvantage. I’m 5’11 so my height isn’t attractive to guys shorter than me so it hurts their ego. I get stuck in a cycle to where “if I don’t weigh less I’ll never be more attractive.”

I feel like a piece of 💩 sometimes because if I see a women who seems like she’s bigger than me I’ll think “she’s fat” or “at least I’m not like her.” Only men who weigh less bother me. How can they be a stick figure while I have a beer gut???