I just found out I'm a Discord whore

I'm a teacher and my son is a gamer. I know about Discord. During COVID, students and teachers were encouraged to use Discord for study sessions, etc. Now, I just use mine to keep track of what my son does in his groups.

Well, a few weeks ago, one of those mass invites was sent into one of the student groups. I know those are normally clickbait, so I dont have much to do with them. But this one had my face... but with a pig nose for the profile pic.

Naturally, I had to join. Its an NSFW account, so everyone is 18+ as far as I know - so no trouble there. It turns out, it's full of my former students. And, from what I could see, they had hundreds of pictures of me.

There were pics of me at my desk. Pics of me at the chalk board. Pics of me bent over (dozens of them). But that wasn’t in the worst of it.

Apparently, one or more of is secretly my friend on Facebook. And someone found my Tik Tok. There's nothing bad on any of those, its all SFW. But it felt so invasive.

You see, its been a difficult few years for me. I've gained 70lbs. They had an entire room dedicated to my weight gain.

The other major room was dedicated to my humiliation. Thread after thread of what they could/would do to me. They roleplayed and fantasized about me being raped, beaten, enslaved, snuffed (I had to look that up).

The embarrassing part is that it was getting me off. I got wet thinking about being put on my knees in leash and collar - being sprawled across my desk and "having my fat ass beaten red." Even having my naked body hung from the flag pole is amusing.

I go back to it regularly. It doesn't get updated too much. There's a lot of normal SFW conversation. But sometimes I wonder what would happen if I a picture of my fat naked body in the thread. They're all over 18 and gone, after all. Would anyone believe it? Would they question it? How bad would my treatment get then?