My Wonderful

The light of all my days, the comfort of my night. And the love of my life. Very intense aren't I.

Wonderful is my best friend and my girlfriend.

I normally write all these journals of mine in a poetical way. My dreams or how I'm feeling.

I never say how I am or what is happening plainly. I've lost many of my friends over the past few months. And because of my own choice too let them go.

Mare, kate, hazel, raven. I let them all go. Now it's just jenn and.

my wonderful, my wonderland.

Having a girlfriend for the first time is as I thought it would be. Work and Patience. But bliss and heavenly also. I love her so much that whatever work I need to put in doesn't feel like work when I remind myself who I'm striving to make it to.

I'm learning a lot about her everyday. As I learn more and more about love. As a romantic I used to think for countless hours about what being in a relationship would be like. I had an idea.

From watching others. My aunts and uncles. My mother and my father. Movie after movie, book after another book.

Love is many things, many ways to see it. And the way I see her is in the most amazing light. My heart always feels at peace when I'm with her. And when any problems come up. I feel a despair for a time. A worry to make things right again.

She loves me and I love her. And I'm always worried. I worry about what I love. Who I love. I tell her that all the time. She tells me not to worry. That everything will be alright. She always makes everything better.

I am her duality. I'm her reflection and her opposite.

I want to be the air that always embraces her. The stars that always watch over her. And be her blankets that bring her warmth as she sleeps.

So.

I have a girlfriend And I love her. Now you know. I'm spoken for.

I really love her and I want the world to know.