I keep searching for a miracle fix.

I find myself day after day wondering what i could say or do to make all of a sudden bring my grandfather back from his slow deterioration. It’s starting to kill me inside a bit

I keep thinking “but what if i played this music he used to love, maybe he’ll swing back and we’ll get to talk to him for a bit” or “what if i brought in his old insert item here, surely that’ll help for a little while”

It hurts a lot