Looking for high-functioning adult autistic people for friends. Or even support groups. Really anything that might help.

(36F) Feeling really vulnerable and sadly kind of desperate? pathetic? probably both right now. I just keep failing at friendships even though I try so hard and care so deeply and it hurts so badly. Idk I thought maybe another autistic person would be able to understand and we could connect better. Feel free to dm me if you don't feel comfortable commenting.