This isnt a meme, sorry

Hi, i know this probably isn't the rigth sub to post this, but im doing it anyway. My gf, who was a big halo fan, like me, just broke up with me, and now i can't play these games without remembering her, all our fun moments playing reach, 3, ce, 2 campaigns on coop over and over again, all our mais we did in forge, all the fun we had together playing those great games, but now, whenever i load up mcc and hear the halo 3 menu music i start breaking down in tears, i just can't play those games anymore, wich sucks, cause halo is one of my favorite franchises of all time, and being unnable to play them bc of someone else is just bad. Thank you for reading