he came back after one month and what he said is weird

he reached out like nothing happened to say he achieved his goals and didn’t apologize at all only said he messed up. Anyways i will go straight to the point, we kept talking, super fast replies and everything, i asked if he ever loved me and he said he loved me a lot then we kept talking, after a while he said he wasn’t looking for a relationship or sex, that he just wanted to talk and have a friend. He said he was tired of relationships and dating and then he said that there isn’t another woman who he is cheating with in case i was wondering. It makes absolute no sense ??? if he wants to be friends why would he talk about cheating. Btw i always felt like he’s an avoidant and we were bsf for years before we started dating

when he said that i got really angry and said a lot of mean things because he always does me dirty in the worst way possible, then he left me on delivered ofc but i keep wondering why he said that