i guess not everyone meant to be lucky in relationships..

idk, i'm ohkay, i guess, but also not.. knowing i'll never be lucky enough to have such kind of relationship.., all i ever did was try to fix and save, but it never ended well.. and i'm getting what i deserved... whenever i see couples, walking, or on the internet, i always have prayed to god to keep their relationship healthy and safe..

i wish i was loved and understood.. but yeah, i don't think i have any energy left to put into this..