First steps

I know nobody will care but I made the first proper steps towards my healing today. I blocked her socials and her number.

It absolutely destroyed me to do it but it needed to be done because she's constantly in my search history and I keep going to click her profile to check if she's okay.

I'm hopefully going to build up the courage soon to delete all of our pictures together, I've put them all in my secure storage so they are separate but I'm just finding it so difficult to bring myself to delete 3 years worth of pictures