The Afterlife

24M here, I have always feared the idea of going. I have accepted my fate and it just becomes more prominent the older I get. I can’t help but believe there is an afterlife beyond our wildest imaginations. I am married, my wife is 22. If I was to go young, I would love for her to have a long lasting and loving life, even if it isn’t with me. I picture myself waiting for her on the other side, but I just came to the realization that she might already have someone else over me. She might come over and look for someone else, or wait for someone else. That leaves me in an empty abyss on the other side. Unless there is love on the other side to? Many thoughts to process with little time to think. Just food for thought. What do you all think. God bless