idk if i want to study abroad yet

right so first of all i’m a senior! it’s my last year of high school and i attend a french programmed school. i’ve been thinking about studying abroad but both my parents want me to stay in lebanon and study here instead. although it’s been my dream to experience college and university life outside of the lebanese circle, i cant help but think about staying here for a few years until i graduate and continue my masters degree abroad.. one issue is that im curious about this transition, will it be what i actually want or should i just study abroad next year instead?

anyways the main concern here is,, is it hard to get accepted into international universities for masters? (i’ll most likely go to the American University Of Beirut so if you have any experience do share them!)

if you’ve already tried these please do share your experiences because i reallyyy dont want to waste my years and regret it later on!