Currently studying for A+ but it feels so dull with learning disability

So I have a learning disability and I am trying to study for the A+ as I want to get into cybersecurity so A+ then Sec+ then Net+ plus it is so daunting and dull I bought the books from Prof Messer and I am doing the Udemy course by Andrew. But seeing people say it’s super hard is killing me. Anyone else with learning disabilities how did you find it and any tips?