I need help

So here’s the deal I’m 33 going on 34. I’ve spent my entire life from the age of 14 working in kitchens. I eventually got to the point of opening a business that went terribly. For various reasons that I’m not going to get into. I feel like I’ve failed at everything in my life, and let my wonderful wife down.

I don’t want to work in the restaurant business anymore. I fucking hate everything about it. It took me to point of no return - where I really thought I wasn’t going to be here anymore.

I don’t know what I want to do. I’m lost with zero direction, and I feel like I have 0 skills to get into a new field. The stuff I actually like doing no way I can make that a career, and I wouldn’t even know where to start if I could. What do I do guys? I need help.