I'm sayin bulshit maybe but I wanna vent.

I mean, why I can't get hurt no more? Why the things that used to hurt me even little things doesn't hurt me anymore i'm like too cold too numb I be like (u said these awful things to me? Okay yea..and 0 pain) it's a good things yea (not giving a F) but I don't wanna be like that I just wanna feel! Lmao I'm gonna delete this later cuz why tf I'm posting here and I think my post is tefha tbh but I wanted to say what's in my mind.