I don't want advice I just want to vent.

Not that it's a shocker but I'm pretty sure I'm either mentally ill or have a personality disorder.

It's all on the inside and there are very few outward signs.

This is nothing new, but now this obsessive infatuation is locked on my husband. ithis is so intense to experience but so few words can convey the depths of it.

Usually I obsess over ideas or images and things, but now it's like he's all I think about. Anytime we have time alone it's like I take it personally that he's not all over me 24/7 lol

My logical brain knows it's not healthy but the other part of my brain loves it and can't get enough.

Everytime I see him I just want to climb him like a tree.

Thanks for listening Reddit 🌹