I hate myself with such a burning passion.

I’m 15 years old 6 foot and 220 pounds, I haven’t been able to lose weight in months. I can’t prove it with any evidence but I can tell that no one around me likes me, I’m a burden on my parents and my friends fucking hate me. I’m a damn loser who can’t do anything right, my only small skill is being able to write. I wish my parents and brothers didn’t have to get stuck with me. I’m such a damn loser, I want to die but I don’t have the heart to end it. I know I’ll never find love considering I’m an ugly fuck. The only worth my life could have is using it to make someone else’s easier, if I can’t do that I should just roll over and die. I hate myself