IS IT A SPELL??

Long story short I was dating this guy and he was literally perfect to me except I think he did smoke weed but besides that he was pretty perfect we saw eye to eye on a lot of things unfortunately we had a great our last date we had a great date and we were like making out and I did not want to have intercourse and I think he felt a lot of sense of rejection and but it wasn't that it's like we're not exclusive why would I sleep with you that's my view and I don't know if you have STDs anyway so I but he was acting weird I don't regret anything yet because he after that situation he wasn't texting me like he normally did so I was just like you know what clearly he feels certain way so I ended it I regret blocking him because maybe I should have hear him out or something I don't know but this past freaking weekend all I was thinking about was him it was literally putting me into a spiral and I think this man put a spell on me or something because usually I'm really good cuz it's been like 2 weeks or three weeks now and I'm not the type of person that like if anyone only dated for like 3 weeks and literally was like basically a fling you know and I'm not the type of person I'll just be stuck on a person for weeks like or stuck on a person in general and for some reason I literally this weekend cannot stop thinking about him and I was starting to feel a sense of regret and like oh my gosh like maybe I should have like not a blocked him and I use Google messages so it's like if you block a person you can never see you will never be able to see anything that they said so I'm like yeah I can't even see like the messages and stuff anyway sound like what the heck but honestly I'm glad I'm seeing this out loud because I sound like a psycho but is there a thing where people literally will put a spell on you and make you think of them all the time or something like it was really bad this weekend like it was actually nuts I've never felt something like that ever in my life I was like what the hell is going on I just could not stop thinking about this man and it was just like making me want to go crazy but I wish him the best I don't I hate him or anything it's just we just weren't looking for the same things you know it is what it is some men literally want a sex driven relationship I want to find my person and I'd rather start friendship like I really don't want to have a sex-based relationship I agree sex could be important but for the foundation I don't think a lot of relationships that foundations are built which is sex and physical attraction last at all because once you lose the physical attraction what what is their left you don't even know the person you know anyway that's my thing I'm doing Google speech to text so there are no grammatical Corrections literally they just put all the words out so that's great anyway I just needed to get this off my chest