Looking for a lost friend on reddit. It's a rant, it's a pain from my heart and contains NSFW stuff. So please be prepared🙏 Thank you!

Hello everyone

I recently met a person from the sub "Hyderabadgaysnsfw". He and I formed really good connection.

We used to chat about our interests, feelings, fantasies,our favourite actresses, women we love and adore.

Asalu entha bagunde - we both really respect women (and men and everyone for that matter) and navigate our fantasies in a respectful, kinky, beautiful and responsible way asalu.

The way we talked about love, our heart breaks, asalu true love antey enti, philosophy, psychology ughh I can't just stress how wholesome, intelligent, safe and beautiful and most importantly respectful and responsible it felt (I know iam stressing it way to many times buts it's hard to meet such people I think).

With most people I couldn't connect, if I did they are just horny people with no respect towards fellow human beings (especially women) and have no sensitivity, awareness and intelligence - that matches with me.

Basically kamam kamame Respect respect ye

Entha pachi ga kamam tho oogipotavo po! Em parvaledu but respectful and responsible ga oogipo towards everyone involved including yourself.

Asalu sex is such a wonderful thing where it's an expression of love. Love edho life time partnered relationship lone kadhu , it can be between friends, between people who genuinely have good intentions and connect with each other though they may not cross each other paths ever again, or friends who connect deeply but don't have a frequent meetings or daily talking situation but once in a while meet and share this beauriful phenomenon.

Entha dynamic ga untadi asalu, with so much of respect and care towards each other - I can go on and on about it. He and I share similar insights regarding this.

The people i meet or i met are not getting it and it pisses me off very much to see the lack of respect, sensibility, concern towards our fellow humans (whether men or women, or anyone whoom we crave sexually. It can be in any form while we talk about them, refer to them even behind their backs and genuinely in our hearts that respect and concern should be there - that's what i feel and he does too, but sadly the experience is not that with the people I met here)

I would just say iam a lover of the books "Sex at dawn", "The ethical Slut"so that you have a better clarity what my views are.

Coming back to him We used to happily text each other, talk but sudden ga nenu oka break tisukundam ani anukunna and I also communicated that with him. But still athani messages ki reply ivvaledu time ki.

He deleted his account both on telegram and reddit. I struggled a lot to find him.

I don't feel that connection with any other person. I feel so guilty that I should have responded to his message in time properly.

Now I want to connect with him again. Hoping he might have created another account and on these subs.

Goddd please help me find him😭🙏 (even though I don't believe in God but you understand my point I guess) Universe, Nature - please help me find my friend.

If you are reading this - bro navya, shreya our favorite women whom we love,respect and adore deeply. As we both don't know our names iam using this as an indication for you to know that it's "ME". Please text me back soon!

Thank you for reading till here! Take care.