I F26, am deciding if it’s worth staying w M28

I recently cheated on my partner (had sex with my ex) then I went to my job and gave someone my number but never went any further than that. Double dumb ass decision. I quit my job recently after bc I couldn’t deal with the stress that came with reassuring him everyday when I went to work that I wasn’t cheating on him. Third dumb ass decision. I fully take blame and accountability. I know I’m wrong and I should be doing everything in my power to make things better.

He has been telling me he doesn’t want to be with me, I can visibly see how much I’ve hurt him and it kills me. I try to be nice and do things that we would regularly do but everything triggers him, rightfully so. Then I have to walk on eggshells bc words trigger him then he starts cursing at me and I try to calm him down but nothing seems to work. I haven’t gotten a job yet bc I know it will make him uncomfortable but being unemployed is making out life uncomfortable. Can I make this situation better?