2 years ago he told me that she was able to make him feel better than I ever could 

2 years ago the last man I was in a relationship with, my abusive ex bragged to me about how he had sex with another girl, his new current girlfriend and he also sent me these screenshots of text messages between the two of them talking about the sex they just had and how the sex was good and how she’s also sore and in pain because he even hurt her during sex, when he told me about his girlfriend for the very first time he also rubbed it in my face that the sex he had with her was better than the sex he had with me when we were together and how she sucked his dick better than I ever could and how her pussy was better than mine and how she was tight and how she was tighter than me and how he had a good time with her and in his own words how he enjoyed himself with her and because of all of that if that is how he truly feels about me and about her then I completely respect his opinion and his feelings, if he honestly thinks that she’s better than me and that I’m below her and that the sex we had when we were together was terrible and not enjoyable then I fully respect that and that’s absolutely fine despite the fact that I feel really bad about him thinking that way and despite the fact that I know for a fact that I tried my very best to please him in bed and that I tried to the very best of my ability to satisfy him and make him feel good every single time we had sex, I know that I’m not perfect and I know that maybe my best just wasn’t good enough and I recognize that now so if he truly thinks that she sucks his dick better than I ever could and that her pussy is better than mine and that she’s tighter than me and that she was able to make him feel better than I ever could then that is absolutely fine and I don’t want to change his mind, I don’t even want to try, I don’t want to compete with her or be in competition with her, I don’t, when I was with him whenever he got angry at me he would constantly compare me to other girls and tell me that they were better than me and that they were able to make his dick hard and that I wasn’t and that I was the problem, he would constantly make me feel like I was worthless and like I was useless compared to them, he always made me feel like I was less than the girls he’s been with so if he honestly feels that way and thinks that she’s better than me that is completely fine and I accept that fully, I’m happy for him I really am, I’m happy that he is finally with a girl he actually likes and actually wants, I’m happy that he is with a girl who is actually capable of turning him on and making him hard and making him feel good, I’m happy that he is with a girl who actually fits into his type and into his preferences I’m happy for the both of them and I’m happy that they both found each other and I sincerely mean that so if he thinks that she’s better than me in every possible way then that is fine, I fully accept that and I fully understand that, I’m happy that he found his other half I really am. 