Having my first surgery, and am being put under, and I’m scared of what I may say, can I get in trouble?
So, I have adhd, an over active imagination that runs more towards negative thoughts, and I overshare, or think something is my memory and I find out later that in fact, it wasn’t it was a scene from a movie or the thousands of novels I’ve read.
I’m incredibly scared I am going to blurt out something vile and dark while under and coming out of it that has no basis in reality and get my self put in jail due to mandatory reporting or whatever it’s called.
I’ve never hurt or harmed anyone, but I rabbit hole on a lot of things that bother me, and that info lives in my brain 24/7. Like this whole epitome files thing? Jesus I rabbit holed into some real dark places there ended up on the bad side of YouTube.
I dunno, I struggle for impulse control on the best of days.
Posted Sep 2, 2025, 3:27 PM UTC