Way too alone like wayyy to alone

Context= ma 22 barse kto bachelor gardai KTM ma Ani side ma indrive,pathao,yango garxu for side job type. Naturally introverted My social life isn't there.....

It's been ages since I have conversation with someone. Like literally a human being. Eklai basxu, ama baba sanga bela bela call ma once in week jsto matrai. Necessary supplies ek xoti liyera auxu Ani kinna Jada yo chaiyo yeti parxa Linus khatam. Pathao indrive garda khasai boldina passenger sanga don't think it's necessary, location ask garxu ma ho bhanxu Ani pugyo Kun payment and over. College ma teacher audenan most of the time so self study garxu mainly so college ni tesso jadina. Pathao indrive yo mahina Pani le Ali gareko xaina with bike issues so it suddenly hit me one day. Ma ta manxe sanga naboleko kati vo. Networking=0, friends=0, interaction=0

+2 ma bhayeko 5,6 ota Sathi ma 3 Jana bidesh gaye, euta mbbs Lai try gardai XA. Weren't really that close to begin with. College ma ahile friend group bhanne xaina and can't choose. Euta group ka Kta rakshi,churot, ganja faculty manage gardai din bhori halli rako hunxa. Social ta chan but habits thik lagdena. Once in a while I can take alcohol but frequently alcohol,churot,gaja and all that isn't on my list. Arko group ka Kta ka group so rich level mildena. Yeta Jane uta Jane club and all that manage nai garna sakdena financially maile tne haru sanga match. Arko group ko para Mero jstai XA on college ma matrai tes paxi no idea if the guy is alive or not.

Naturally introverted bhayeko le Testo khasai problem nai dekina maile. Yestai bhako I mean nearly 4 yrs and didn't see the problem but aja traffic le rokyo. Merai age ko Ori pari ko junior traffic type. Sab Lai chit katdai thiyo. Ek Jana bike ko chineko rahexa paxi bada ayo hasyo bolyo , Ani teslai xodi diyo. Ani I was like networking le kati ko help garxa. Kt ko mamla ma ta holy shit I just realized ma kt sanga najiskeko playful bhako 7,8 barsa bhaisakyo ki ahile samma gareko xaina💀💀💀. Nearly I am questioning am I a social creature.

For example if I die in my apartment [euta room matra ho apartment 🤣🤣] no one will know until my body rots in weeks and infect the whole neighborhood.

Well how to improve socheko kunai life ko aspect Mai socialize hune thau dekina hau maile. Yesari ta Zindagi Chaldena any tips and suggestions please.